This is what my life seems like these days. I’m not one to share my life on this blog too much but we all crash and burn from time to time. I just won’t share the details. Postpartum depression is the driver behind it all. And I found another reason to cry my eyes out on the way home from work. My staff loves me. I began telling the nurses that I supervise that I am leaving on the 30th. They are really sad about this. One told me, “I came here to work because I wanted to work for you. Tell me where you go next and I would like to work whever you work.” One of my med aides said, “what will happen here without you?”
Tears are flowing. I am going to go bake cupcakes at midnight. It’s the only thing I can handle right now.